5:30PM

I just woke up and i’ve been sleeping ALL day! (almost)

I had really fun dreams, the first one… i can’t remember but the last two, i do remember.

The second one i was at a really giant school, it looked like a place for airplanes because of how big it was, also a ton of young people and i was supposed to be the sustitute for sexuality class or something like that, it was weird and all and i was supposed to be 17 years old at that moment. Anyway it finished really fast and i went outside and saw literally “joeysalads” and he wanted my strawberry milk or something like that, and i told him “go drink your own piss fucking retard” and a girl at his side was like “why do you say that?” and funny enough i saw fucking pyrocynical and tried to call him to come here and he did, but i just got away, i bought some strawberry cake (i could feel the taste in my dream, kinda weird but it was nice) and went to a familiar’s house. After that i woke up but i wanted to keep sleeping so i did.

My last dream was the best one, i was coming from school in a different way, it was raining but just a little and i was walking on an empty street full of pretty houses, but there was one that was perfect for me, it was full of plants and flowers on the entrance, a really big house, it had an alarm so i couldn’t get it, but at the end the granny that was living there invited me and also wanted me to help her with some things. I did and then i went outside and saw another house that looked like one of those airships on the inside, it was also full of flowers on the outside, everything was nice. This old man offered me a bed and i started to draw while listening to music, i was listening to a complete OST of Yume Nikki Fangames and i was drawing myself i don’t know why. The song was very calm and perfect for drawing, i think it was from Yume 2kki but i’m not really sure, i’ll try to find it anyway.

And now i’m just eating flan ❤ I’m gonna read Steel Ball Run with my friend Dilan now, so bye ~

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10:56 pm

So uh i’ve been all day at home, it’s so fucking cold outside and i’m very sensitive to cold weather (i’m not saying i get sick easily, i’m saying that i feel a shitload of cold even if it’s not THAT cold) and yeah so i had to be in bed for some hours and then i just got bored and went on the pc and watch some movies with my friend Dilan. Also i ate macaroni… ravioli ravioli do not fuck the dragon loli xdxd.

Also to mention, like a week or two weeks ago i got a new haircut, shorter of course and i look good, also i can leave it just like that and it doesn’t get messy at a point that i look like i’ve been doing drugs, but i still can’t help my shit smug face so yeah.

AND also i’ve been like a month or two at a JoJo Amino and it’s actually the most decent one, all the others are full of cancer and “pacman emojo” so… yeah it’s fucking retarded.

Also there are some guys that i had a “fight” that are STILL talking shit about me on his facebook group, they literally say “ur a fucking weeaboo xdxd” and i never call myself otaku or japanese, of course my username is just a joke, combining “Bakano” (Idiot or stupid) “Weeby” (Weeaboo, anime fan, otaku) and i’ve never talked about anime on the chat unless they did, the fact that they’re actually +16 almost all of them it’s just pathetic really, i can’t believe that after sooo much time, literally like four months they keep up with this shit, they act like retarded 12 year olds that scream at you at gmod servers for shooting them once, fuck that shit. They even want me back, but of course i know they keep posting shit about me cause a friend of mine sends me screenshots, also the fucking administrator is just a pain in the ass, they literally one day send child porn and me with another guy got disgusted and told the admin so at least he can do something about it but he just said “you’re a bunch of idiots if you think doing that is bad, in the internet is totally normal” but the fact that they send it on our group is not okay you piece of shit, and even another guy left after that and my friend too, also another friend. These people also report facebook account for fun or for any stupid reason, they use the word “normie” like an insult, at first the group was very decent and nice, but after some events and the change of mind the admin had they went to shit, some of them noticed the change and left. I was actually talking nice to the admin and even told him “if you have a problem or something you can tell me and i’ll try to help you” but he went mad at me for some reason and literally told me “you’re just a 16 year old stupid boy, of course i don’t need your help” “I have my life totally resolved, you’re just 16, you don’t know anything” but the guy is 19 years old and makes low quality leafy style videos, literally he just records and stops, no edition or shit also the same joke all the time “oh this makes want to die” “this makes me suicidal” “clickbait title just like leafy” “now i take seriously a parody video and talk shit about it just for views” it’s like a suicidal leafy bootleg literally, after some time we had a discord server and the admin invited a girl (annoying voice + typical american hottie with normie jokes) i joked saying “ew a girl xd” and the guy got really angry and said “do you want attention asshole?” he thinks i beg for attention but actually he is the one getting all the attention, the group was for his fans, not mine.

I should stop talking about these guys really, but i wanted to in some way so people know more about my life i guess and also an idea of how i think or act in this kind of events. Also now i’m making a video with a friend so bye ~

PD: I’m eating cookies lol

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